Creative Process
Never Enough — A Victim of America’s Productivity Fetish
I don’t hold myself accountable every day. Maybe that’s a feeling that stems from toxic productivity: the feeling that whatever you accomplish…
Invisible Work That Matters
Some of the most important work in life produces no applause: staying calm, following through, studying, exercising, maintaining your space, and showing…
Laidback Log: June 22nd Back Into the Habit
Expectations Vs Reality Last night I fell asleep fully intending to wake up early, motivated, and ready to make the most of…
I Built a New PC, Rebuilding My Life?
What does it take to reach “the next level“? In my experience climbing ranked ladders in Apex Legends and League of Legends,…
Delayed Gratification or a Fool? The Weird Paradox of Dream Chasing.
Delayed Gratification or a Fool? I possess an affinity for writing. One of the few “gifts”, and I’m starting to lean into…
Obsessive Focus: Video Edits, Music Production, Frustration, Expression, and Relaxation,
Laidback Log Video Production is something I’ve been doing for almost fifteen years now. I still remember one of the YouTube channels…
Cyberpunk and Society this is what you wanted isn’t it?
Sometimes the neurodivergent focus can get the better of us with it. I was a little cranky this morning. I think everyone…
Finding Focus After Dark Tranquility In The Night
Finding focus after dark is a normal occurrence for me. Last night I didn’t get a wink of sleep as I had…
Creative Renewal in the New Year: The Hidden Potential
Fear of Beginning After starting the year off on a great note I’ve made it a part of my late New Year’s…